Sixteen months later, the notorious Waltham, Massachusetts Hate-Crime (dubbed [by me] "the most atrocious yet stupidest hate-crime in history") still rages on; intact with the outrageous slander, death threats, torture, exploitation, verbal and psychological abuse, personally-targeted terrorism, incessant spying, observation with commentary by people from all walks of life, from pre-schoolers to perverts to morons to homicidal maniacs, and lest we forget, the ceaseless second-by-second thought-spying, in all its forms (black-market devices, ad-hock networks, "bore"s, "telephony"s) orchestrated by the "Nazi Occupation" of this town, formerly proudly known as "the Birthplace of the American Industrial Revolution" and now reduced to "the Lunatic Safari" ; Brain-Rape it is, by a massive multitude of a gang, with no end in sight. Violent in a physical sense too, for a migraine sufferer, often feels like they're clubbing my head or bashing it against the pavement, and now again I started worrying about possible brain-cancer, as most (if not all) of it is done using radio-wave-signals... radiation.
Just now, a little before 4AM, a neo-Nazi kid started a parade shouting over and over my affectionate name for my holocaust-survivor grandmother who passed away two and half years ago, may she rest in peace. He was quickly joined by another neo-Nazi kid, and then by a sudden group of them, all shouting her name over and over. Not her name exactly, but rather, what her granddaughter used to call her.
A couple of nights ago, at 5AM, I was awakened up by a guy yelling at me outside my window to "go back to wherever you came from..." Which is just stupid incarnate, since I've been here so long that I don't remember where exactly I came from before, other than New York City, which still wouldn't justify his anti-immigrant sentiments. I'm as American as apple pie. I guess more like the big apple, actually - I only two days ago found out that Boston indeed has a bad reputation for its racism. Damn.
The list of lies and slander and defamation that's been attached to my name doesn't appear to have anyone in charge of clearing it anywhere near as fast as it was spread. I still have people come to my address almost one after another, almost as a pilgrimage, to harass, taunt, spy on, torture, 'fuck with the head of' someone who they imagine to be a Russian girl some 20 years younger than me [I'm not Russian!! I'm not Russian-American!! I'm AMERICAN!! AMERICAN-AMERICAN!!!] [I'm Thirty Six years old!!] who has Schizophrenia [I DO NOT have Schizophrenia !!!] or at least Manic-depression [I DO NOT have Manic-depression !!!], anyway, she is definitely Psychotic, Paranoid, and maybe Suicidal [I am not, I am not, I am not!!!]. It is fashionable to say "Crazy Yana" [not 'crazy' in the good sense, mind you] and "Stupid Yana" [yes, with my MFA degree, which is pretty much equivalent to a PhD in Fine Arts, and my 96th percentile verbal quadrant IQ, I must be the the epitome of Stupidity]... What else? No, I am not and have never been a prostitute, nor have I been in any porn. I do not smoke marijuana, it just rhymes with my name. I am also not the loch-ness monster, but I admit that I volunteered that last rumor myself. I don't get harassed for being the loch-ness monster enough at all.
And now for a small feature of some pertinent artworks that I recently collected:
Best Wishes to All for the Holiday Season
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P.S. For your reference, the related past journal entries, from oldest to most recent, are:
R e s p e c t .Just because you don't understand it, that doesn't mean you should s!#% all over it.
Just because you think you understand it, that doesn't mean that you can manipulate it.
Nor does that mean that you actually understand it.
Also, that non/understanding NEVER gives you any right to attempt to manipulate it, in any case.... Not without its own explicit knowledge and permission and consent.
Just because you're bored and/or boring doesn't mean you have no choice but to assemble and/or join the Bore Parade of leech-like soul-sucking mega-phonies amplifying tele-tall-tale broken-records as the tables are subtly turning.
The entire spectrum that pitches and frequents and decibels the Bore Parade that is an Exploitation Masquerade.... who finds it somehow so amusing that the 'host' , or rather, the (may I be so bold [considering that it's a matter of life and death some 5-8 months later with such aforementioned ongoing 24/7, 60 minutes an hour, 60 seconds a minute]
if anything should happenWaltham, Massachusetts, U.S.A. ... The Lunatic Safari. Who would have ever imagined. Then again, Poe and Lovecraft hailed from right around the corner. Well, as it turns out, everyone here is at the evolutionary stage of approximately a single-celled amoeba, swimming obliviously in the primordial soup (there must be at least some, however insignificant, number of exceptions - or so i dare to hope). They piss on the outside walls of their own houses, in broad daylight, and they shit on their kindest neighbors.
What began about a year ago still can be summed up with the words H A T E - C R I M E . That is, at least, definitely, the modus operandi of the multiple sorts of crimes that recur on a daily basis. All the other, fatter, crimes that either jumped the wagon of the Hate Crime or created it as their tool, are probably far too lucrative to leave any authority with any incentive or power to tackle or even acknowledge any of the actual crimes; and those explo
This is MURDER! Stop the year-long 24/7 Hate-CrimeStop this Murder in progress!
End the Year-long, ongoing, non-stop Hate-Crime and Exploitation of this individual.
The life of my friend is in danger, and recently those of members of her family as well, are being threatened .
P L E A S E ! ! !
Stop the endless harassment, bullying, spying-out-loud, and "mind-rape"*...!
P L E A S E ! ! ! STOP the people who have proclaimed that their mission is to drive the victim to commit suicide. This person has absolutely no intention to do any such thing, but what those criminally insane people are doing is equivalent to attempting murder.
Also P L E A S E undo the outrageous slander that has been committed against this person, whose name is supposed to be known only by an extremely small circle of people, rather than heard spoken and shouted by mouth and megaphone out in public all over the state.
S.O.S. to the Free World..!many thanks for any help, support or advice you can provide, organize, or even just pray for...
Someone you may know only lies about and none of the truth is being practically murdered and you may even be one among the complicit/ misguided participants in the murdering-party (enough to populate a small country, or perhaps even several enough of the United States, in which case, why not have them secede? They've broken all too many of my rights as an American citizen and beyond, as a citizen of a U.N. country - they're living under a very firm delusion that their dogma's laws override the laws of the land upon which they are committing these crimes against me by the masses- the self-proclaimed, self-admitted "public" -and enough of the law-enforcement has also, so far, been obeying and enforcing not the laws of my country, the U.S.A., nor even of the United Nation's far more general standard of human rights, but seemingly have been
Re: being Human Continuing to look for a way to save my own life and restore at least some of my utterly violated and/or abused civil and human rights, and in consideration of my being all on my own and disabled..... Here goes.
My research skills were always rather lacking, but among the results of my preliminary try was this intriguing website: http://brainmaping.com/wordpress/?page_id=5 .
However, I discovered much more urgently relevant information within certain sections and scattered throughout this blog: http://www.9-11themotherofallblackoperations.blogspot.com/ .
Below are two quotes from the latter, which are effectively relevant to, or even descriptive of, my own testimony. The major point of difference with my case is that I do not know how much the NSA, FBI or any other government entity has to do with my year-long hell (hate crime, thought-rape, exploitation, torture, and imminent murder) - surely more than none at all, but by far the major component of this particular nig
A 65 Artwork Feature (of my recent dA collections) Last week I was promised that the various providers which enable masses of strangers to spy on me in the crudest manner imaginable will remove all such possibility of connecting to me within my town in one week, which would make it safe for me at least around my own house by tomorrow. Though it doesn't sound too promising even at this T-4 hours, there have been some improvement during the week, which may or may not be related to the aforementioned promise. They also said it would take a week to clear it out of the city of Boston, two weeks out of the state of Massachusetts, and five weeks out of the entire USA. Yet even during this one week that went by every day consisted of a ridiculous amount of time and energy spent dispelling various lies and rumors about me under torture, something new nearly every day.
Q : Why are you spying on and/or investing in torturing and/or proclaiming your intention to murder a perfectly sane, normal, highly i
